been quiet, alone and silent.. emo?
Friday, July 30, 2010 / 8:37 PM
@touchthevelvetsk-y
I'm not so sure if you have noticed because I have been quiet, alone and silent these days. Not sure why but I am mostly thinking of my problems and of course, him. I was clueless of his idea of not talking to me. I was completely sad and depressed. I wasn't obsessed with him. But I just feel like I have fallen for him. I'm not that sure about my feelings but I know that I value him in my life. And he surely has a space provided right here. Some of my classmates think, I'm dramatic or something and I'm 'di namamansin' or something like that. I was misjudged, for my style is just like when I wanted to think and think and recall my problems I wanted to stay silent. And to tell you the truth, I'm not that jolly anymore longer these years. I used to be so jolly, happy, high and some sort of that these very past years and now whenever I feel like joking or tripping somebody I do it. HAHAHA! Which is really fun for me because by that I make myself enjoy my life. My friends in school are great, I don't think they understand my problems or they care but I hope they do. All of these because his not talking to me anymore. I'm so bothered. I keep on telling myself not to be but I cannot help it. I am just too bothered about this matter, and all I can think of is change my crush and I hope he'd know that. Because I think that if he knows that he's not my crush anymore he'd start talking to me. But I am not sure about this, I just feel like it.